your cruelty unmatched

it’s proof

was tonite

if you recall

I never wanted to attach

but you

no

persisted

hanging out

even on a shoulder

while I would work

stay busy

until you disrupted

distracted

me

totally

I was always afraid of

the pain of separation

avoiding attachment

I warned you

I am deadly

entrapped in my own

net

I am no predator

I am

prey

the proof is tonite

you killed me so

now delight

alone

I lay

in this wild

desolate night

me myself and I

you caused all to

disappear

so much so

I’m now alone

even you

your promise

to remain

a blatant lie

detachment an order

I can’t seem to fathom

or follow

I am

ruined by this

night

so hollow

while you sleep

with your beloved

I am abandoned

by all and

you mostly

so solitude

is where you brought

me to

this death valley

lonely

unsheltered

sleepless

thirsty

unable to arise

due to pain

none at my side

how am I to

remain sane

when I’ve destroyed

my heart

for love

once again

tragedy awaits

my destiny

be a witness

of my plight

this night