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Breathing In You

Breathing in you. 

Breathing out you. 

Every breath..Hu.

I Remembered When I Forgot

She is the moon

appearing in many forms

I praise her light 

I bow in submission 

captivated and enslaved 

to this magnificent light being

Oceans apart. I miss your heart. 

Breathe in the longing. There you’ll find me.

So you may stone me and find me standing there.

I wouldn’t even try to dodge nor retaliate.

I will just be. That’s all.

As I forgot who I was

I remembered 

emptying and refilling

absence beckoned presence 

seeing all as nothing 

nothingness as all

the dot became manifest 

as all became the dot

truth disappeared

in order to reappear

Ascertain Once Again

Redefine to Realign

Those borderless lines

crossed and trampled upon

kindness brought confusion

ascertain once again 

to sift the shift

attraction points upon your path

no hit and miss

This is not a game of hierarchy 

or servant hood 

organized mind control

Master and servant

Respect is All

All is respect 

Unity and Duality

This constant unveiling of shadow and light

We drifted to a point where we forgot our connection

as sudden strangers we lied about longing 

distracted duality

rebelling reality

sacred trusts

banished and broken 

denying darkness

censored secrets  

mystical memories 

embracing ethereal 

delusional darkness

obstructing our Oneness

We merged to a point where we remembered our connection 

The Dot of Illumination

dependent on a single dot

the dot of illumination 

arise

recede 

cycle repeats

Jonah emerges 

Jeem from Ba

veil upon veil 

dissolved in the ocean of Unity

beneath the Ark of Salvation 

merging of two oceans

eyes two seas

duality dissolved 

unified reality

two synthesizes

as one inner eye

one reality

I envy your 

                  focus

that dot 

giving life 

to the dot 

                 determining

designed destiny 

External reality 

illusions

perceived by two dots

Internal reality

Merging 

Jonah hidden in the Ba 

Emerged into 

to that what your dot glances 

Disappearance 

a reemergence 

necessary to fill 

dots connecting dots 

we are dots within the dot 

I am Liberated

I Am Liberated

Modern day Marjinas

in a land called Democracy 

slaves to the unquenched beast

seeking liberation 

we became enslaved 

to their equation of liberation 

a need to expose flesh 

and we say freedom of press

or shall we say their right to suppress 

to further oppress

They colonize to undress 

under the legislation 

called freedom of rights

permitting X-rated tights 

boots at the stop lights

13 year old drop outs

abducted and inducted

into high-class circles

of Men in Black

with checkered slacks

sold day and night

where children lost their rights

to learn and play

skip rope and play fight

abused and degraded 

with red lips 

lashes masqueraded

we assumed freedom

we are more not less

removing a headdress 

lead us to this mess

worse than Ayyam al Jahilliya

we became executive sex kittens 

with iphones and shaded palettes 

Plastered and contoured 

unbreathable skin

and you say free-dom

rather suffocation

your forgot your right to question 

these distortions of us women

a natural desecration 

to our natural disposition 

we came not to appease 

their standard of false perfection

white supremacy 

gender inequity 

racial audacity 

where lighter is brighter

and a shape defines your worth

this is absurd!

a nation of women 

craving cosmetic alteration 

once again to please 

the tease of men

and you claim freedom? 

the need to stay thin

starved from within 

dismanted beauty 

decided and devised 

by ill intended men

who live in perversion

white collared pedohilia

societal subversions

drug addicted nations

you say this is liberation

from Islamic fanaticism 

think again sister

You’re in delusion 

from Western illusions

that you bought into 

sold by the media 

to create mass confusion 

of mental pollution 

your obedience to their fancy

I question your sanity

pretending to be activists 

assumed leaders and socialists

of a Muslim diaspora

claiming to represent the oppressed 

post traumatic distress 

your rebellion illogical 

your story may be mythological 

a byproduct of a distorted feminist movement 

are we blind with their teargas 

that stripping me lead to slavery

a slave is one who obeys

her Lord’s orders

not to sick men and shades of grey

I am not male muse

nor will I let them abuse

my sacredness and divine honor

I give birth to humanity

I am the secret of creation

I am mind intelligence beauty

I AM spirituality

yet I choose not to be their extramarital affair

eye candy or everyday fantasy 

I’m liberated not subjugated

while I cover consciously 

discarding exposure of size and shape 

akin to visual rape

heels that kill to fulfill 

their glutinous desire 

you’re spiritually ill

like the men at Capitol Hill

to obey like Marjjna

this unquestioned immorality 

of objectifying women 

as carnal deities

can’t you see through this deception 

of sexual suggestions 

of attired pornograpy 

where women walk to men’s talk

yet appear perfectly naked albeit full clothed

keeping male bellies satiated 

in hope to be accepted 

into society sick to the brim

that redefines modesty 

from without to within

true but not absolute

superficialities lead to atrocities 

and female fatalities 

define me not.

no need for such low self worth

I am ONE with Mother Earth

who reminds me 

to flaunt not my body 

to eyes with no sight 

and minds without light

I am sacred 

this is my right

This absolute insanity 

can’t you see through this crazy conspiracy

how we fell bait and prey to

corporate and fashion hypocrisy

democratic falsity

I reiterate again and again

women are sacred 

not slaves to the male matrix

I Am liberated I Am liberated.

Man’s Feast

Man’s feast

Kill her talents

Kill her expression

Kill her thoughts

You’ve killed her spirit

Now partake of this dead meat

A splendid feast indeed

                                                For the dead man